I am ready to try again. Slow steps...baby steps....one thing at a time. Just moving forward will be nice. I don't want to live the rest of my life like this. The main thing for me is that I just don't ever give up hope. Once I give up hope, then that is when I will feel like I have failed. As long as I have the hope of changing, still struggling, then there is hope for me.
Speaking of changes....I turn 50 in April. I can't believe I am getting that old. I don't really feel that old. However, since I am turning 50, I have realized that time is passing me by and I never really seem to get out and do fun things. I keep waiting on this or that, and I realize my life is passing me by. I am going to get out and start doing things. I am going to start taking trips with friends ... reconnecting with old friends. It is exciting. I am going to start taking my kids on little trips. I always feel like we don't have the money to do this, or to do that; but I always seem to find the money to do other things, so I realize I have got to start doing fun things...I don't want life to pass me by.
To new beginnings!
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